Find your inner peace

It's been less than 6 month marriage life. I've been goin through a lot. Lies, cheat, pain, tears, and laugh. I've keep all inside of me and pretend nothing happen. We have so called normal life or maybe both of us pretend to be normal, eventough i cant trust him anymore. My heart been insecure for this all time and suddenly he mention another woman's name after we had sex and he pretend like nothing happen. No apologize, no explaination. Just like nothing happen. Maybe he though i'm stupid enough, or just made from a stone, or doesnt have heart, not brain. My head keep saying that if he dont have any courage to face me, than he is not worth it. Keep saying, just leave him be. I worth so much better than a guy who constantly cheat on me and lie to me. I worth honesty and appreciation. I worth love. I worth everything that he cant give to me. So why do i stay? 

April,3rd.